Oh, PMS?

It has been a while since I last wrote. Been contemplating to do this post and that, but never real one. So, lets write something for me to ponder in the future.
Earlier today I'm in a really bad mood, well it's actually a couple of days already. I blame the PMS. I don't usually experience such a mood swing then, but then my husband pointed it out yesterday, that I'm being all pissy and stuff because of my period thingy. And I thought to myself, "Oh, really??"
Haha, yep, that is so true. If he didn't pointed it out I wouldn't have figured. But anyway, that doesn't stop me from arguing with him all the time. Well, it's normal to fight in marriage life. It drives me crazy if I don't, and I bet others would feel the same way too. Alhamdulillah, he is all forgiving and after each fight, he would just said, " It's alright. I knew this is just you, being moody because you're on period" Ok, fine..good that you know, but no, I'm not gonna stop, haha.
Man and woman are brought together by Allah, they fell in love, get married and have children. It is all fated. Through those journey of meeting, falling, building, bearing and living, we ought to face so many different situations where it helps us to grow, mature and become wiser. I fight with my husband, not the fighting that involve violence act of throwing your dishes, or beating your spouse (heaven forbids), more like bickering. Each of us would say anything to piss each other until at some point, we find it ridiculous, and laughed at it together. Most of the time, my husband would try to crack a joke by mimicking something utterly nonsense which I found it hard to keep it on.
Most importantly, during the fight, one of the parties should be more mature and know how to control the situation. One of my practised, proven method is to stay calm. I found it's best to recite the zikir to calm yourself.

Embracing Life

I used to think that life is unfair, that I deserve better, that I have worked hard making sure I had a bright future ahead, that I deserve more than just this.
Well, I admit now that LIFE IS GOOD. One can only be happy, like truly happy if he or she starts to embrace his or her life. Appreciate what one's have, and feel content with it. When I see people having a problem, my mind keep producing these marvellous ideas of how he or she should do to make it right. I gave out my opinion on this and that, saying that it's al right, it's not the end of life, you can do it and the list goes on. I have a feeling that somehow I gifted with some understanding and know just what to say to the problems, well, people's problems. But when it comes to my life, I choose to hesitate, procrastinate on the positive ideas and  feel bad about them. Instead of getting up on my feet and make things right, I found myself dwelling in this positive ideas. This and that again, but no actions. And sometimes, I start to point the blame to others, especially those around me. I keep hoping things to get better but do nothing to make it BETTER.  

Credit to google image.

Now, I learned my lesson. Rather than sit and wait hopelessly, for the dreams I have, I wake up and embrace my life. Embrace: to take up especially readily and gladly, the life I have now. It was hard, to get up and be control of your messed up life, I knew this by heart. But once you take charge, evrything seems to get a lot better. May be not in the way we wanted, but somehow better. And life does full of suprises. Life got better in the way we never thought it would. It is us, who define our life. when we do this, life, situations and even people will start to get into our way. The way we wanted, slowly and wonderfully. Be content, then we will found ourselves in a state of peaceful happiness. 
InsyaAllah, with constant prayers and strong believe in HIM, we will be guaranteed with happiness in this world and hereafter. 

Credit to google image.

Kampung Girl

The other day I was watching this new drama series on TV3, which is Kampung Girl. Nad Zainal and Akim, a cute couple they made. I was watching with my sister and we both enjoyed the drama. If then I was following "Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia", Friday night on TV3, the new one caught my attention too.It's adapted from the novel written by Umi Kalsom. The novel is so gonna hit one of the best-selling novel after this.

So, I googled it up and here's the synopsis of the drama;
"Kisah bermula apabila Ashraf Khairi, 28 tahun, anak bongsu pasangan ahli perniagaan, Tuan Shahir dan Puan Mazlin cuba dijodohkan dengan sepupunya sendiri, Ainnur Azmi, 25 tahun, seorang gadis kampung yang pada anggapannya tidak bekerja dan hanya menghabiskan masa dengan ayam itik di kampung. Jiwa Ashraf mula memberontak. Dia mula mengatur strategi dengan menyibukkan diri di pejabat untuk memprotes dan menangguhkan hasrat ibubapanya. Sejak kecil lagi Ashraf memang tidak menyukai Ainnur. Hanya kata cacian dan kutukan sahaja yang keluar dari mulut Ashraf bila bersama Ainnur. Ainnur yang berasa tercabar dengan ejekan Ashraf telah menerima pinangan dari Puan Mazlin. Dia ingin mengajar Ashraf yang sombong dan bongkak itu."
(http://www.tv3.com.my/shows/drama/Kampung_Girl_1373430892.html)

It's funny and very light. I think the actors and actresses have done a good job expressing their individual character. Thumbs up to the people who made Kampung Girl! In one of the scene I watched is when Ashraf (Akim) is driving Ainnur (Nad Zainal) back to his home and he was scolding her since she didn't listen to him when he asked her out on that day. And Ashraf keep calling her ".. kau, kau and kau.."
So Ainnur then said to herself ".. kau, kau and kau...dia ni asyik nak menglembu aku je.." Get it? "kau" as in "cow".. HAHAHA.. It took me 3 seconds after she said that to laugh actually. Cause I thought is there such a word as "menglembu"?? My sister only laugh at me cause I'm a bit slow to figure it out. Deng, I'm feeling old cause I'm slow.

Any hoot, I'm so watching the drama series.

First.

Bismilahirrahmanirrahim..
With the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
It has been too long that I didn't write or post anything on blog. In fact, it's been too long I did an online update about me or anything I love.
InsyaAllah, I wanna start over, and my old blog, shall be hidden till I feel like sharing again. 
I'm 8 months pregnant and there is a whole new side of my story to be shared with anyone out there. Being a wife, not working for now, and EXPECTING. This is huge, like I'm only 26 and I'm becoming a mommy soon!!! 

-بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

"Ya Allah, peliharalah anakku selama ia berada di dalam perutku dan sihatkanlah dia, Engkaulah yang menyembuhkan tidak ada penyembuhan selain penyembuhanMu, penyembuhan yang tidak meninggalkan penyakit.

Ya Allah, rupakanlah dia yang ada diperutku dengan rupa yang baik dan tetapkanlah ke dalam hatinya iman kepadaMu dan kepada rasulMu.

Ya Allah, keluarkanlah dia dari perutku dengan mudah dan selamat.

Ya Allah, jadikanlah dia sihat yang sempurna dan berakal dan pandai, alim dan beramal.

Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umurnya sihatkanlah badannya dan baikkanlah akhlaknya, fasihkanlah lisannya, baguskanlah suaranya untuk membaca Al-Quran dan Hadis dengan berkat Nabi Muhammad s.a.w dan segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan semesta alam"

. اَمِين يَا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِيْن